i lovelovelove being the favorite.



oh, and pigs in a blanket.

another two weeks?
you're killing me, smallz.

but it's okay
because after that, it's only one more month
and then i get youuuuuu :)

life is goooood for the moment.
i'm all gooey again.
being a woman sucks though.
oh well.

februaryyyyyyyy<3

haven't heard from loren in almost two weeks, which is odd.
i don't know if i miss him? i miss other people.. but that's neither here nor there.
we'll see how THAT one goes.


oh, btw, burton is married. did anyone see that coming?
fucking married.
"ohhh i care about you, wanna be with you, mehhh i'm not like every other guy."
"i lied to you. i'm married. you deserve better."
fucking men, i swear to god. i should've been gay.

wish i could hold you up in my arms
keep you safe and sound from any harm
i can't seem to function from this far away
and every little moment looks so dull
without your color in my day
oh, it feels so good to hear you speak
this is where i start to miss you more than i can bear
i hate this distance in between us, i don't think it's fair
all my time spent wondering how i stay true to you
but you're not here, and now i fear
i'll never get back to you
there's so much that you've missed.
everyone is afraid that you've changed.
maybe i'm in way over my head.