gr8fuldazedhead

Ok so....

2008-01-29T18:53:29Z

Scratch out the last entry. I'm a cunt sometimes. Yeah I flew off the handle, but I meant it all. ;-)

Sometimes bullshit makes me want to choke a hoe. But whatever I'm over it. I don't like being angry. Especially towards people I care a lot about. It's a waste of time and energy.

So everything is fine now. Not completely back to normal. I'm just hoping for the best to come.

Keep it rrrreal!!!!

Peace!

<3Alicia

So, how about this shit?

2008-01-25T15:46:38Z

Friends aren't always what they're cracked up to be. Trying to be vulnerable with someone you trusted is like trying to bite your own teeth. I wish I didn't trust her with something that fragile. I should have know! I'm such an idiot. I knew what she was like but I gave her a second chance.

This is me going on a tangent:

1.) I'm sick of people judging. It's childish. NO ONE has a right to judge another human being. Plus you can't judge me if you don't know me.

2.) If you have any "accusations" or questions....come to me and ask me. Stop being immature and talking shit. It's a waste of my energy and your time.

3.) I'm not as mean as this sounds, it just hurts when my friends like to have drama in their life. It's ridiculous.

4.) Just be yourself. Tell it how it is. If need to know the TRUE answer's. GO-TO-THE-SOURCE!!!! Don't walk around thinking you know shit about shit. It's always not true, half the time.

Thanks for reading this........if you got this far. (HAHA) I keep it real batches!!!

<3Alicia

Tomorrow Comes Today

2008-01-25T15:21:23Z

Here's to the one more day thing! I'm doing it. Yep.

I'm so exhausted from crying. My tears have dried up. I don't have anymore. I'm fuckin frustrated!!!

I tried to confide to one friend about issues lately. Apparently, she can't keep her mouth shut. I'm so stupid for trusting her not to say something. I knew she was a jabberjaw! (haha) I'm a fool. (once again) It just keeps pilling on and on and on. When do I get my goddamn break? She's such a bitch. I can't believe someone like her can call herself a "best friend." Fuckin ridiculous!

Whatever. I just have to keep rolling with the punches. Fight my way back up to happiness. I'm done caring about meaningless bullshit people like to start because they have nothing else better to do. All's I know is...I'm better then that. They do whatever they want with their lives. I'm in no position to tell anyone like that how to live.

And if someone has something to say.....don't hessitate to come and talk to me. I'm very open to questions. But the thing that pisses me off is ignorance. Don't judge me if you don't know me. No human has that right. So just remember that.

Thanks for reading this bullshit......if you made it this far. (HAHAHA)

<3 Alicia

Men!

2008-01-22T02:34:48Z

I'm so fucking frustrated.

What is it going to take???

Cloverfield.

2008-01-20T22:46:53Z

Pretty much the coolest scariest movie evAr!!!

Although I'm suspicious about the government trying to hint us about aliens and shit. Watch Dicscovery, National Geo, History chanel and shit. There's always something on about aliens and UFO's. Coincidence??? I think not.

Whatever, I liked it.